Life is very tough on all of us, trust me. I am also one that has been through a lot especially in these past couple of years with my mom being in a nursing home. I am all by myself, with my dad. Who does also get very rough sometimes, I’ll be completely honest about that.
I don’t want to make this too much about myself. I have been wondering where you’ve been. Last we spoke, I somewhat helped you with your about me page for your website. I’ve missed you so much. You are a driving contributor into what brings me happiness every day, seeing you on my feed. I’ve been a bit sad. I’m so sorry that I can’t be there for you more often. This last month, since the beginning of April, has probably been the wildest month of my recent life. I have been thinking about you a lot. Actually I had meant to send you a message the other day, but I never got to it because… well I forgot… I know, I am so forgetful, I feel so bad :(
I can’t stop crying, dear. I am truly so sorry that you feel this way about yourself, influenced by your family members to feel this way. Your dad seems like, and is a total jerk. I really hate that he has been doing all of this nasty, vile shit to you. I hate that your parents, your family, your friends, this world have all been treating you as an extraterrestrial pretty much because of being transgender. This world is so fucking cruel to trans people, it honestly disgusts me so much. I love trans people so so much. They are some of the coolest humans on this planet. You are one of the most amazing people I know on this platform. I know family issues can be very rough. And the people around you can make you feel worthless and not wanted. But are absolutely wanted and loved by this loving community that is present here. You may say that people don’t actually care that much. But I am someone who cares - I care about you a lot. You deserve a life full of happiness and love and joy. And I truly believe that those opportunities will be there for you, whether you want to believe it, nor not. Life can only get better from here, I promise. Even if the light isn’t there for you right now, the light will only get brighter over time if you put the right mindset into yourself. Again, it’s rough. I would honestly recommend blocking all of your haters out of your life, even if that means your parents. Like I know it’s a bad look, but sometimes we have to get rid of the people who make us feel shitty about ourselves, who treat us like we’re an afterthought.
I hope what I’ve said makes even the little bit of sense. I’m sending you so much love and support your way, so many hugs, strength, kindness, and empathy. You are one of my favorite people on here, and on social media in general (yes I do see your tiktok videos a little bit, ik you talk about some heavy stuff on there. albeit I haven’t watch one of your videos in a little bit). I love seeing you on my feed. Again, you deserve all of the happiness and love in the world. And I truly hope you’re able to find your happiness, and your joy within yourself, and are able to make peace with yourself. If you need me to pray for you at any point, just let me know and I will happily do that. And if there is any way I can further support you, I’ll always be able to do that as well. Love you lots, sweet soul.
I am send love and support, though I know how courageous and loving you are. Your heart is a light and medicine for others. Your writing is like spiritual alchemy through shadow work. I’m glad you have a safe space to write. I know life isn’t always fair and does not always make sense, especially when it comes to our family of origin. I personally have struggled with this and decided its a problem to manage, not a problem to solve. I have asked myself many times why we experience such painful traumatic things. Always the answer is we came in this life for a purpose and its shapes us often called our sacred wound. Just your existence is the symbol of hope and freedom for many. You should be proud of yourself how far you have come. Your healing story one day will be a map for others. Until then take your time healing, loving on yourself and bring beauty into the world with your writing. Thank you for all that you give and share! 🕯️🤍✨
You belong and you matter Robyn ❤️ I'm so so sorry life is so unfair and cruel to you. You don't deserve any of it. Again, if there's anything I can do, let me know
Dear Robyn,
Life is very tough on all of us, trust me. I am also one that has been through a lot especially in these past couple of years with my mom being in a nursing home. I am all by myself, with my dad. Who does also get very rough sometimes, I’ll be completely honest about that.
I don’t want to make this too much about myself. I have been wondering where you’ve been. Last we spoke, I somewhat helped you with your about me page for your website. I’ve missed you so much. You are a driving contributor into what brings me happiness every day, seeing you on my feed. I’ve been a bit sad. I’m so sorry that I can’t be there for you more often. This last month, since the beginning of April, has probably been the wildest month of my recent life. I have been thinking about you a lot. Actually I had meant to send you a message the other day, but I never got to it because… well I forgot… I know, I am so forgetful, I feel so bad :(
I can’t stop crying, dear. I am truly so sorry that you feel this way about yourself, influenced by your family members to feel this way. Your dad seems like, and is a total jerk. I really hate that he has been doing all of this nasty, vile shit to you. I hate that your parents, your family, your friends, this world have all been treating you as an extraterrestrial pretty much because of being transgender. This world is so fucking cruel to trans people, it honestly disgusts me so much. I love trans people so so much. They are some of the coolest humans on this planet. You are one of the most amazing people I know on this platform. I know family issues can be very rough. And the people around you can make you feel worthless and not wanted. But are absolutely wanted and loved by this loving community that is present here. You may say that people don’t actually care that much. But I am someone who cares - I care about you a lot. You deserve a life full of happiness and love and joy. And I truly believe that those opportunities will be there for you, whether you want to believe it, nor not. Life can only get better from here, I promise. Even if the light isn’t there for you right now, the light will only get brighter over time if you put the right mindset into yourself. Again, it’s rough. I would honestly recommend blocking all of your haters out of your life, even if that means your parents. Like I know it’s a bad look, but sometimes we have to get rid of the people who make us feel shitty about ourselves, who treat us like we’re an afterthought.
I hope what I’ve said makes even the little bit of sense. I’m sending you so much love and support your way, so many hugs, strength, kindness, and empathy. You are one of my favorite people on here, and on social media in general (yes I do see your tiktok videos a little bit, ik you talk about some heavy stuff on there. albeit I haven’t watch one of your videos in a little bit). I love seeing you on my feed. Again, you deserve all of the happiness and love in the world. And I truly hope you’re able to find your happiness, and your joy within yourself, and are able to make peace with yourself. If you need me to pray for you at any point, just let me know and I will happily do that. And if there is any way I can further support you, I’ll always be able to do that as well. Love you lots, sweet soul.
Much love,
Rey 🤍☀️✨🫂
I am send love and support, though I know how courageous and loving you are. Your heart is a light and medicine for others. Your writing is like spiritual alchemy through shadow work. I’m glad you have a safe space to write. I know life isn’t always fair and does not always make sense, especially when it comes to our family of origin. I personally have struggled with this and decided its a problem to manage, not a problem to solve. I have asked myself many times why we experience such painful traumatic things. Always the answer is we came in this life for a purpose and its shapes us often called our sacred wound. Just your existence is the symbol of hope and freedom for many. You should be proud of yourself how far you have come. Your healing story one day will be a map for others. Until then take your time healing, loving on yourself and bring beauty into the world with your writing. Thank you for all that you give and share! 🕯️🤍✨
You belong and you matter Robyn ❤️ I'm so so sorry life is so unfair and cruel to you. You don't deserve any of it. Again, if there's anything I can do, let me know
Thank you. You truly are the kindest person ever.